ANGST!

so today ive been feeling REALLY angsty. all during swim team i was like SCREW THIS. and in my head i started making a list of things in my head that were complete blasphemy (because its such a cool word) then i started making a list of things in my life that could be considered epic fails. It was a very long list. and i kind of just wanted to walk away from swim practice and never come back, because i hate swimming now because the stupid head coach is making our practices and i HATE his practices. BLECKBLECKBLECK!!!
AHHHHH! ANGST ANGST ANGST!!!

on a brighter note, i went to the mall yesterday with my 8th grade friends. and it was fun, but kinda annoying cuz one of them would be like "I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING ABOUT" whenever i zoned out. grr. and we went and laughed at all the people in line for twilight. i still dont see whats so bad about waiting a few weaks and seeing it when its less crowded.

bye